one thing at a time

i haven't even left japan yet, and i'm already thinking about how to come back for an extended period of time.

sound hypocritical?

i'm not very happy with how i'm 生活している("living")... it's not anyone's fault. but i think akp should only be taken in small doses. i've been blessed with many things, and it'd be wrong for me to complain.

long story short, when (not if) i come back, i'll be able to live life on my terms, not someone else's. more later.

we'd all be rich if i had a dollar for every time i've said that in this blog ^_^

edit:

"make the most out of the time i have left"

...as if i'm never coming back. well, i will come back. i don't know when. maybe not immediately after graduation next year, but i will be back. 

in other words, i'm back to counting down the days.

ONE month, 28 days.