falling into place

5 days, 4 nights in the lucky well.
fukui ~ ふくい ~ 福井

i wish i could express what fukui has come to mean for me.
not an easy feat. and no energy to try tonight.

a lot of happened in the past ten days.
A LOT.

leaving the rest for individual conversation,
i'll just briefly follow-up on the last few posts.

MOQA Co-President ~ elected!
Middlebury Open Queer Alliance

Senior Admissions Fellow ~ got the job!
interview prospective students, hold information sessions & open house events...

i found out about both on my cell phone while in fukui.
then add cheerleading captain---it's going to be a busy year ahead.

excited. nervous. anxious. numb.
everything seems to be coming together.

tomorrow is my "final" day in japan.
sunday will only consist of traveling and goodbyes.

especially after last week & the subsequent events that followed,
i'm left feeling empty and still unable to take everything in.

i'll write a real entry soon.
maybe tomorrow night.

lots of conflicting emotions stir amongst the confusion.
but i know faith will heal my spirit in time...

the afters - falling into place
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-kTIgji_xc