happy disorientation?

my parents at the restaurant; alice at a track meet.
being home alone = lots of time to clean and sort things out.

for the first time in three years, i'll be living at home for more than a couple weeks at a time. well alice took over my room when i left for midd, leaving me without my own space.... so i decided to convert her previous room into something i can comfortably live in the next four months. this is proving to be a huge task, unfortunately. more about unpacking/cleaning later.

"home" feels so familiar, yet foreign at the same time. not much has changed. woodsville seems the same as always. but then, why do i feel like i don't belong? like something's missing? or that something isn't quite right?

......since i was feeling happier than i had been for a while, i figured i'd be able to sit down and write an entry. but i guess my thoughts are more "all over the place" than i realized =(